Few steps away. Thank you Lord :)
My yagit days. T___T Hahaha! Ganda ganda talaga ni Ate Yesha, until now! :))))
Atfest 2012. My lonely days. And guess what, Ate Yesha was one of those who comforted me during the days when I feel like crushing myself like hell crying out because of worthless guy. Anyways, I’ve moved on.
Ang taba ko. Makaiyak ichura ko. Hahahaha! With ze beautiful ladies, Ivy, Ate Yesh and bebeh Joana. :3
Everyone has their dreams in life, and I’m few step away from mine. :)
Konting push nalang. I’m still hoping na sabay kame mag-med ni Ric. Pero Engineering to Medicine? What the heck is the connection? Hahaha! Well, I’m still on the process na mapapapayag siya. Ang sagot niya lang sakin.
Awwweee. :’)))) Sweet tud si Lalabbs. :3 Well, I AM STILL HOPING FOR A MIRACLE,for him to say “Yes.” CrossedFingers*
Kung aarte ka, siguraduhin mong aayon sa pagmumukha mo ha. Pls lang. Binabagayan ang kaartehan dear.
You’re getting into my nerves. I mean, the photographer’s nerve. Well, that’s in behalf bitch. :)
Nothing to be proud of. Srsly. -___-
Pero gusto ko lang talaga ishare, kasi kahit ako nainis tlg sa sarili.
Ganito kasi yun… Since until 2pm lang kame, and Ric went home early than expected, he texted me right away to come over daw sa bahay nila and food trip. So sabi ko okay na, daan lang ako after my duty. Tiktok! It’s already 2pm. Meaning time to go home kasi Ric’s expecting. Ang plano kasi talaga, sabay kame ni Mae umuwi magjeep lang papunta town. So nagstick ako sa plan ko. Without my knowledge, lampas na pala 2. Si Ric kasi, is a type of person na on time talaga. Yung time na binigay nya, yun talaga susundin niya. Minsan nababadtrip siya, pero balewala nalang kasi he can’t stay mad at me longer than a minute. Back to the story.
He was calling me na. Asking me if I’m on my way, or a mile away their house. Na nasa town pa ako, so matatagalan pa yun kasi traffic. Dun palang iba na mood niya, kasi parang I’m not giving importance sa time niya, which is not true. Nagkagulo na kame sa text’s kasi ewan if matuloy pa ba ako dun or hindi. Hindi ko rin talaga naintndihan. PLUS! The heat is getting in to my nerves. Ben mainit kaya talaga kanina, sa school palang mainit na ulo ko kasi sobrang mainit talaga. Na, dumagdag yun sa inis ko, tapos magulo pa si Ric. Bumili kame ng food tas inuwi niya ako. Pero tinanong nya ako kung saan ko daw gusto pumunta, I can’t hear him kasi naka-earphones ako. Actually. On purpose kel. Hahaha! Jokee!!! Pero yun na, napansin niya ata na ayaw ko siyang kausapin. Eh kasi nga mainit! He keeps on asking me bakit ko siya hindi pinapansin, hindi ako nagsasalita. Ang sama k ba. Pero deadma kasi mainit na ulo ko. Can’t control my blood pressure anymore. Until we reached home. Nakatingin lng siya sakin,sabi ko “What?!” Sinapian ata talaga ako kanina at super maldita ko, which is not really good. Tapos nagsososrry na siya saakin, sabi ko pasok ka? Andito sila ( referring to my sister and her boyfriend). Bumaba naman siya at sumunod naman sakin. Ayaw niyang pumasok, kc hindi ko sinabhan pumasok. Nakakainis tlg. Parang bata ba kailangan pa talagang sabihan. Tapos lumabas ako ulit na bahay. Just outside our door. We were arguing. No. I mean, I was almost at the top of my voice. Jk, not really. I’m just exaggerating it. Nagsosorry na siya sakin, kahit ako naman ang may kasalanan para lang matahimik na and stop. AND TO MY SURPRISE. Nag-absent pala talaga siya for me. Para lang makasama ako. Kasi ayaw niya na lumipas ang isang araw na hindi kame nagkasama, tapos I was acting like a spoiled-bratt-control-freak girlfriend kanina. So natunaw na talaga sana ako.
Umalis na kapatid ko and jowa niya, naiwan kame nila Mama and Ric sa bahay. Pgadating ko palang nagmumura na ako, sinabihan na ako ni Mama to stop. Kasi andun lng si Ric sa labas. Naiinis kasi talaga ako ba kanina. Hindi ko macontrol inis ko, ano2 na talaga sinabi ko. Ewan ko if narinig niya yun. Bsta ako walang pake. Hahaha! And thennnn! Ayun na nga, naiwan kame ni Ric and Mama. Awkward talaga ba! Kasi hindi kame bati tas andun si Mama. Hindi kame nag-uusap. I finally opened my mouth, and asked him kung anong plano. Nagsorry nanaman siya saakin. Naguguilty na talaga ako. :((( Kasi feeling ko ang sama ko talaga, I admit it was really my fault kasi hindi ako matino kausap. Tapos sobra sisi ko pa sakanya kanina, tas kinukurot ko siya. He was just starring at me na parang konti nalang talaga patience ko look niya kanina. Tapos nakonsenxa na ako, I asked for sorry, he hugged me and kiss sa forehead. Matagal pa yun nagyari, tas siya nalang sorry ng sorry. Naging okay na kame, and umalis ulit ng bahay para kain. Pero dun nalang sa bahay nila, kasi naiwan dun yung binili namin nung una. Tas yun nasabi niya lang sakin dun. And nakakadurog ng heart,
Naaa. -______________- Makaawa. Kasi lovelove niya ako, kahit na gusto niya na akong iwan or sigawan kanina, hindi niya prin ginawa. Sobra tiis and patient niya. -____-
PS: Kanina nalang ako naging ganun nu. Sorry nalang talaga lalabbs ko. :(
And when I heard about all of his regrets. Sinabi ko sa self ko na ang swerte ko na talaga ngayon I found someone better than him
I have heard a lot of unexpected things today. Never in my life I have expected to still hear those regrets from him. Well, obviously. I am referring to my Ex-boyfriend, Renz.
Idk how destiny found its way, pero talagang nahanap ako. I am supposedly assign at WMMC OR, unfortunately my name lost it track so I have to be at the community. To cut the story short…… Dutymate ko yung girlfriend ng best friend ni Renz. I did not open any topic about him, or even to mention his name. But to my surprise, the Girl spoil everything. The never-heard-side-of Renz.
Lahat ng sinabi ni YY sakin was shocking. Really. Knowing Renz as a person and how bitter he is kay Ric, I never expected those things. He actually asked his friends if he can still bring back our relationship. Yan kakal lang de bottle kunele dsuu barkada and saying "ngayon pa kay masaya na si Marg." Oh well, not my fault anymore. He told his friends that he tried once, but he failed. Yes, he did but not enough for me to leave Ric. Since day 1, Ric fulfilled the emptiness of my heart. Provided all the comfort I needed and showed me the love that I think I deserve. And there’s only one reason why I stayed, and that’s because I love Ric very much. I just dont know why Renz’s acting that way. Very late reaction. I have no bitterness against Renz. No more. I am happy now and I guess he deserves the same. Kaya wala na kaso sakin kung ano man sabihin niya. Ang akin lang,sana maging masaya nalang siya for me. What else I can wish for him? Na maging successful siya sa buhay niya without me.
I know you can’t read this. Unless one of your friend will have the chance to read this. I hope we both be happy for each other. :)
Happy First December! ❤
It was fine sunday morning and received a text from Ric. With simple,
My day is complete. Spending this day with you is just simply amazing. Simple dates can be memorable compare to the costly one. Went to places where we planned to stay, and had fun. Went to their house to stay then Fort Pilar and ate somewhere at Pasonanca, had our small chitchats and stroll. Since the sun is hardly striking our flesh, we decided to visit Mae and get my phn bag fro tom’s duty. We stayed there and as usually, food trip. We are fun of eating. And eating.. And eatingggg. :)))
On the other side, December has a bitter sweet memory to me. I would not want to mention it anymore, pero kasi I just don’t want to happen it again. I fvcked up last December, I hope this year won’t be the same. Since I started it smoothly, I believe it will end the same. :)
Or overflowing lang talaga pagka-oa ko? :(((
Putting myself sa boiling water. Hays </3
It is terrifying to think that one day you will trust somebody enough to let them see you naked. You will undress and remind them that you’ve stretch marks and birth marks and scars from having chicken pox when you were little and scars from all of the other things now. You will blush thousands of shades of red, painting yourself as a rose losing its petals. And that person - that person will take it all in. And I wonder if they will reassure you. But mostly, I wonder if they will even see anything worth reassuring you about. I hope they see each freckle on your back as if it’s a star and you are the whole universe to them.
K.P.K (via llogicas)
I would die to become a Surgeon, in the near future. Perseverance. And effort. Soon! I will have both of my desired tittle after my name. :)
In God’s will :)
Sabe ya tan selos, man greet pa gat, Punyeta ba.
Minsan hindi ko alam kung manhid ka, or talagang nangangasar. Ay ewan. Nakakairita! Kahit simple lang yun para sayo, or wala lang yun sayo sakin meron. Babae ako. Selosa. Ngayon nlng nga nagselos. Puchaa. Asdgsdfhdfkgljdflgkjdfl;g!!!!!!!!
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