My friends often say, “AY! ARTISTA YAN!”
Ric always says, “GRABE NAMAN PRIDE MO BABY”
And I tell my self, “Yes, keep it up, Marg!”
Why so… Referring to my friends’ line… It’s a miracle when I add you as friend on facebook. I follow you on twitter. And say Hi in person. Idk when did I start doing this. Maybe in the first couple of months on facebook, I’m the one sending people friend requests. Shempre yung mga kilala ko lang diba, and when I think I need something to that person. Well… Just a communication, if you may think. Hmm. How do I explain this feeling.
Eh kasi ayaw ko magfeeling ang taong inadd ko sa facebook. Ayaw ko na magfeeling artista siya sakin. Ayaw ko na i-add ko siya tapos mag-arte arte sakin in person. Ayaw ko na magsupermega feeling siya na I admire her/him. Demet. Ayaw ko nga ganyan. Yes, hindi ako nag-aadd, and I rant this way pero I never felt any of what I’ve mentioned. Everytime I see a friend request on facebook I always feel overwhelmed. Na kahit some people put labels on me like “Mataray" "Maldita" and etc, eh gusto pala nila ako maging friend. Kahit sa facebook lang. Pero kung ina-add naman ako, and pansinin ako in person, ok lang naman yun sakin, or friends na kame in person tapos i-add ako. Better that way. Basta. Magulo na. The same thing with Twitter. -_____-
And relating to Ric’s line. Aminado ako. Sobrang mapride ako. It’s really hard for me to say sorry especially when I’m innocent about what’s the blame on me. I even choke sometimes whenever I attempt to say the word. And most often, I’m having second thoughts asking for apology. I don’t deserve the treatment in the first place. Hmm. Sometimes, even I’m the person to be blame, still hard for me to say sorry. I admit the crime,but one sorry is enough. AND I GET PISSED WHEN MY APOLOGY IS NOT ACCEPTED! HOW DARE YOU REJECT THAT. Ang hirap na nga magsorry and ibaba ang pride tapos wala lang sayo? Putragis naman. KUng si Lord nga pinapatawad ako sa mga kasalana ko as well as my Mom, tapos yung taong inaksaya ko lng ng sorry hindi tatanggapin? Shet naman. Sino ka pra ireject yan. WHEN EVEN FOR FACT WALA NAMAN TALAGA AKO KASALANAN!
Ay nako. I’m just pissed off tonight! Nagssorry na ako kahit hindi ako sure na may kasalanan ako pero balewala lng. -___- Haynako. Nevermind nalang. Once I did my part, I won’t dare to do it twice. Grabe talaga. Grabe! Sana marealize nyo yan ha!
March 07, 2014, Love.
Last culminating/outing in 4 years in Nursing! And I can smell the shadow of my Toga. Hiyaaaa!
I feel so blessed having them as dutymates. Playful, pigging ourselves to highest level, understanding and loves to take picture every minute of our lives. Hahaha! Well, despite of having multiple personality in our group we still manage to stay close until the end. I will surely miss this people. See you in few months future RN’s :)
Thank you for the experience and memories. I love you. ❤️
Throwback Thursday it! >__________< Kills me on the second hand.
I’ve been ranting lately about the complexion I’m having. It’s shameful when you place me together with my Mom and sister. Their complexion just sucks. T_T </3 Idk what happened to me. Ahh wait. Nagpapatan po ata ako, the last time I remember. Hahahaha! That’s a joke actuallyyy. Well, atleast I still have a month to get back with my complexion. I have been exposing my flesh to sunlight, not just everyday, but every hour of the day. Can you just imagine that. Sunlight striking through my skin and through the tinniest cell of mine.
Hayyyyy. Sana naman mabalik ko po ano. I just wanna die every single day of my life. Char. Just a joke. Niways. Sana nga. Para naman maputi ako on best day of my life this April! =)
If only I have my time to piss you off like what you’ve been trying/dying to do, kaso wala eh. I’d rather waste my time fixing my schedule for PRC signing. Kaya die bitch. Dieee =)))))
That’s the only productive thing you can do/think of. Why not study or clean whatever mess you have. :)
Don’t assume that every word that I say is meant for you. Sometimes, it hurts more than expected. :)
Wag rin sabatera, kaya ka napapahiya.
Been very clingy lately. Ermerged. I want him to stay with me all the time.
-_____- Bakettttt. Huhu. I really can’t understand this feeling. Ayy? Drama. I want to see him all the time. I want to hug him every minute of my life. Ano ba. Naglilihi ba ako? Hha. Why is this so. Eh everyday naman kame nagkikita. We stay home everyday naman after duty/his class. Bakit Margggg. Hahaha. Tapos mga 4 hours palang siguro kame magkahiwalay ngayon, namimiss ko na siya. Keber. -__- Uber the hormones ha.
Hahaha! Kangug ba
Coz I’d rather go swing!
Hihi. ^______^ Kyutiii. Sa baba to ng bahay ng Badjao from Maasin. Cool talaga. And yknow what’s infront of us? None other than the beautiful sea of Caragasan! Hahaha! Over kaayu.
With my dutymate Dianne by the way. :)
Trimmed down my hair.
I will miss my looooooooooong hair! >< Pero I like how my hair looks like now. Fresh sa shoulders. :)
I just love how we are united. Late lunch with my OR babies :) ♥
Kaso we lack one. Wala si Chi ( Monique) she was guarding their house kasi. Wala siguro kandado bahay nila. Hahaha! Joke onlehh Chi. Niwayss, marami pa naman next time. ^___^
Coz we’re meant to be. ♥
Charot. Hii. I’m still alive. :)
The fruit of my sacrifices! I lose 6kgs. Whattt. Hahaha. Very shocked! But Thank you naman! ;)))
Living life with your loved ones. ♥
Once in a life time chance ^____^
An exaggerated title. Hahaha!
I just actually went to Pasonanca, Cabatangan and San roque. Because Ric loves me to the bones, he took me to his old place, San Roque it is. Meehee. I asked this from him months ago. Pero nakakalimutan namin puntahan. Well. That’s part of growing. Charottt onleh. :D =DD
We were on our way home from Tia Nina’s. Uhhh. His tummy kasi was calling for help to save him kaya mas malapit na Pizza house samin. Theennnn stroll over the paradise of Pasonanca. He decided to go home since we have already lost our tract. Haha. Always ganyan, wala maisip na puntahan, sayang opportunities to visit new places. Anywaysss, ang saya ko lng pinagbigyan niya ako kahit labag sa kalooban niya. Hahaha! Lovelove niya akooo tlga :))
Thank youuuu so much for evrything everyday, kahit supr nagger talaga ako.
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